There is something about WINTER !!

Cold weather . . Foggy mornings . . Cloudy skies . . Hot drinks . . Jackets . . Boots . . Fluffy garments . . . They all mean one thing to me. .

Winter is here again !!

Winter where I live is more into autumn !! I never experienced a snowy winter, but I believe that at whatever picture it comes, winter always comes with a certain chilly emotional spirit. .
I can’t find a name for this spirit !! It is somewhat close to passion but it isn’t a real passion. .

It is the warmth I feel as I rub my hands together to warm them up . . It is how I feel while sipping a steaming hot drink. . It is the hopeful prayer I say whenever it rains . . It is the shiver I feel with every puff of air. . It is cool breeze that kisses my nose early at morning . . It is the feeling I feel as I am under layers of heavy blankets . . .

Not sure how else to explain it but it is alllll of theses emotions together !!!

Winter , You are always so special to me . .

How It Feels Like . . .

I don’t know how to explain it , but it feels like being “stuck” in between the chapters of my Femininity drama , as I have already left my girlish stage behind, so I can’t play the little girl’s role any longer !!!!!

While the script of the womanly role is still missing . . . and I don’t know how it feels like to be a woman , so I can't play it as well !!!!!

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It is really confusing !!

Something To Start With . . .

Well, this is the first post here in my blogging space , and I don’t even have anybody to read it yet . . So it will be more like an idea about how the blog would be about . . .
 

I am an average girl who has been single for sometime now & struggling almost against everything ! My career, my worries & dreams , my imperfections and even my weight !!!

I am not here to offer wise recommendations or advices about life !! Definitely there are many others who are more experienced about this topic than me !!!

But I am here to write and share my random thoughts about the daily experince of being alive !! Hope you like it . .

see you later Inshaa'Allah :)