If anybody would ask my family , my friends or people I have known for years , they would probably say that I am not shy at all !!! because I am really coooool with them :))
But when I am around new people, at new places or have to talk in front of a group of people, I am really shy !!
Sometimes I just wonder about my shyness . . Am I really shy or just protecting myself from what I don't know !!!!! and I never knew what the answer is . . !!
Anyway , I do try to break through my shyness or at least train myself to get comfy with people faster (as it takes me longer than the average to feel comfortable !!) , but I have always been that way . . . I don't think that it could be easily changed !!! but No prob. , I can live with it . .
So , Why I am writing this . . ???!!
Because I don’t like to be judged based on what may others see at first . . believe me , I am not that girl !!!!
I just need sometime to feel secure and reveal the “Real Me”. .
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